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Let go of the feeling of efforting for value

Welcome Readers,

Akashic Reading is completely new to me. Over the past few weeks, I have visited my Akashic Records, and sometimes I think, “Hey, this could be helpful for somebody else who’s new to this process.” When I read, the vibrations from my guides come across as words–most of the time. Sometimes, they come as images or sensations, I try to jot down a descriptive word or two to capture an impression, which I rework later.

Thank you for visiting this blog; and feel free to comment! :-) 

Cyn

P.S. Portions in bold are “my own” voice. Portions inserted in brackets [like this] are my own observations or commentary.


 

Forest: Model for Economic Sustainability, photo by Cyn

Hello.

Welcome.

So, I don’t really have any questions for you. Nothing specific. Is there anything you wish to share with me? Can you help me to stumble on something that can serve me at this time?

Ah, you are a tricky one. [Laughter.] There is always something to share. Relax…

Okay. I am relaxed.

[I am receiving an image of a lush, green wooded area. As if in a movie, the focus begins with one tree, and pans across other trees and massive, old and substantial tree trunks. There is a sound of a babbling brook in the background… The thought enters that these images and sensations serve to aid me in relaxing more, deeper. I reach the understanding that the point of this is that relaxing deeper could “serve me at this time”.]

I don’t know if this is what I want to address…

Okay. What do you want to address? Do you have a question now?

I wish for assistance with my career path. I feel that my next move is spiritual, perhaps through the Akashic or similar, but I am not sure how to pursue this and make a living. In brass tacks, I’m talking money.

Ah. Okay. Now we’re talking.

Let’s examine this situation. You have been watching a few segments with Abraham and Esther. You understand what they are talking about. But now, you want to find out what you need to do, what you need to “effort”, to go forth with your career – with attracting an income for yourself.

Okay. What I think you’re saying is: Why am I coming to you to ask about what I need to do, or what I should do to attract the career or the lifestyle I wish for instead of simply preparing myself for the moment when the Universe presents it to me? If anything, I should be letting go…

You got it.

Dearest Cyn. You effort around this question of job and career. When really you wish to follow your calling. Even communicating with us now, is a form of efforting – particularly today, when you are not really allowing us to come through when you wish to receive a message.

Sorry. [I wasn’t really able to still my mind or get comfortable in my chair, the way I have during previous readings. I think what has also influenced this “efforting” feeling is opening the Records without a specific question. I have made a mental note not to do so for future readings.]

We do not scold you, dear Cynthia. We simply wish to show you the lack of clarity in this moment that is leading you away from the clear messages you have been taking in all weekend.

Okay. I am silencing myself now. I will remove my fingers from the keyboard.

…  [This seemed to help.]

What is it with me and my association between money and work/effort/job?

Dear Cynthia. Here you are.

Ever since you were a little girl, you recognized that your father worked hard, and often to ensure being able to provide for you. Remember what he used to say to you? “You mean, I am working so hard, to pay so much for your school?” He communicated a sense of efforting to you, which you associated with value or money. You needed to effort to learn, to earn your father’s worth.

This does not need to be so, in this ever-expanding universe that you are beginning to comprehend.

See the abundance in the leaves that build up in the trees every summer that are also used as ground cover and insulation in the winter. Do you not see this as abundance? It is part of the cycle. (It never runs out – like an economy that feeds itself sustainably.)

Cynthia. You can now let go of this feeling that you have [of efforting for value]. It no longer serves you.

Let us begin with little Cynthia who could get endless lollipops from the bank. The lollipops were free. :-)

[Visual element of grown-up Cynthia driving to the drive-thru banking window to collect lollipops for me and little Cynthia. We are happy and licking lollipops together.]

Good. You have released your resistance.

Do you feel the ease with which money is coming to you?

Trade in that scratch-off! It’s coming…. [Yesterday, I scratched off a lotto ticket, which I could redeem or trade in for another lotto ticket.]

Okay. Next…

That was easy.

What? You wanted it to be hard? We’ll work on other things in depth next week. *grin*

The next area is related to my job. I am torn between looking for other work and pursuing something more meaningful. My current job guarantees me a comfortable income and the unknown is… well, unknown…

We have already told you that the next job is around the corner. You need to let go [stop efforting] there with your current job and have fun. Right now, you are acknowledging the payment, but are you fully appreciating and celebrating? … … Well? …  Well?

You are looking for a prescription. Here’s one. When you get your next paycheck. Celebrate. Go out with your husband. Plan to go out, get dressed up and enjoy. See if you can find something that you two will really like. Plan a trip to somewhere. Do it today. You have been enjoying, but not relishing. It’s time to start doing that too. Be the creative [person] you enjoy being.

Should I take a class?

There you go with efforting again.  :-)

For the time being, you don’t have to. We think you should go forward with what you have. Most of all, enjoy the journey and the experience. We want for you to do this for at least one week.

I am getting a sensation that I should do this for the month of April too?

Yes. April’s a good month to do this. Do it for the month of April. :-)

Thank you.